Passing through

Me in a buddhistic intensive retreat I Cologne – photo Thea D. Boldt

Most of the time we forget that we are just passing through this time and place, we get so caught up in dailylife, ego aspects, ups and downs that we don’t understand we are here to grow, to look at what is, we are here to open our hearts in every situation.

From time to time Im online listening to peoples personal stories having went through near death experiences (NDE) – all of them are saying we are here to let go of fear and learn how to forgive and love. It sounds so simple.

Through life and our life experiences we adapt and create so many layers dealing with life, that we little by little get far away from our true nature, our light – the nature we came with.

Connecting with our light how does the light feel like?

For me I feel at peace, I feel Im in the present moment, no matter how my life looks like (ups and downs), Im in a pure contact with myself and detached from my layers, roles, faces, strategies. No worrying, my heart feels so light, and I feel deep joy. I feel compassion towards other people (where as in dailylife I can see them very different), I have an understanding and awareness of my natural state. It feels very soft, gentle and expanded (I can only compare it to a state of deep meditation) everything feels like love.

Years ago when I got divorced (at the time I was also meditating 2-3 hours per day to ease up the circumstances) I had an opening (I have had many during my life since I was a child), I was in a pure state of joy and love for several weeks, everything felt as love, I can still laugh about how much love I felt from asphalt, and how crazy some people thought I was, when I tried to describe my state.

Simplicity, harmony, quiet, meaningful, connected with source, flow, authentic, soulful, slowly returning…to your heart.



simple

this time of the year, warm colors, soft soil, plenty of fish, berries, reindeers, crisp air, winter is watching from a distance, welly time, filling up freezer, Mother Earth is generous, animals and people collecting in nature… people and traditions, not surrounded by this, these years, but my body remembers the season, the traditions, proudly…

you are enough

waiting, watching, connecting to a wellknown universe – you are sacred every moment in whatever you do and are, thinking it has to be in a certain way, ceremonially or a specific place, let go of that, every moment is our medicine, awaken, alive, in our heart there is nothing to do or be or…

uncertain

the uncomfortable feeling of being in-between the one I was and the one Im becoming expanding, stretching, shedding, evolving, less of the old – more of the new some days slow and silent, other days fast and loud, some something else there is no ready, just expression and allowing free your energy all of you…


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Published by aviaja szomlaiski olsen

Spacedesigner, writer, artist, energyhealer, medium, psychic

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