Im home from my retreat in Sweden and have made a long video about my experience, which was an Ayahuasca retreat with a female Peruvian Shaman. Ayahuasca is a master plant medicine from the Amazonas and is also known as the Wine of the Soul, liana of the Soul. Ayahuasca can induce visions of things like forgotten memories, traumas, feelings, connections, and help with addictions, depression and trauma, and help with spiritual enlightenment. Every time is different and this kind of healing is not for everyone. You can hear more in my long video at my YouTube channel, you can find the link for the talk below the images.
Our ceremony room in the very beginning before we all brought in a lot of flowers and plants to the room.
My experience is uploaded at my Youtube channel Inualife, this is a link for the video My first Ayahuasca experience
From zero practice to daily two hours with presence in daily life. Is it possible? Is it realistic? To practice meditation on a daily basis require some planning, but mostly to built up gently and realistically so your practice will be: sustainable, deep, physically integrated, spiritually grounded, a naturally part of your life The goal…
It’s already 5 months ago our very loved and gentle familymember Balou died. We miss him so much every day…so much giving – so much love and laughter – Animals teach us a very pure love
Im preparing for a spiritual retreat the coming period, which will be a profound and transformative experience, so to make the most out of it, Im currently having another food diet, but also mentally and physically another diet and will therefore be out of social media, before, during and a little while after my retreat.
Because the preparation for the retreat is essential for me, I hope you will understand Im less present for this 3 week period.
to become more familiar with what is going on within, let go of “fixing” yourself. A process where you slow down and allow yourself to breathe, where do you breathe? I tend to seek creativity, it’s my background and one of my doors to connect with my Soul. You can find your door by seeing…
NatureDrop in to the rich space of nature.It is an easy way to experience your heart.You dont have to work hard for it, there is no one to forgive, nothing to achieve, no judgements to let go of or layers to shed. Nature is Just like a breath – breathe in nature – breathe out…
Since my youth have I been interested in trance mediumship, without really knowing it was called that. I just felt a huge curiosity towards the spirit world and mediums. The curiosity was a mix of I think the whole area spoke to me in a way I couldn’t explain (my soul recognized an area I could pursue) and second I lost my mother as 19 years old and had a deep need of receiving messages from her, which never happened at that time, only much much later, like 35 years later. I never ever thought I would train trancemediumship myself, not even if you had asked me 1,5 years ago being very involved in my mediumship development would I have thought that it would be a path for me.
But Spirit had other plans and are always nudging us on the path where we have something to offer to the world and at a certain point when the time is right you follow the nudge. I started my trance mediumship development last year, where I have been through several trancemediumship programs with different teachers to kind of finding my teacher which can help me to go much deeper. At the same time have I been in different trance circles to explore and to learn the craft and see other mediums offering trance. Next week will I start to receive some proper 1:1 mentoring from a very experienced trancemedium teacher and spiritualist, which hopefully will move me much further.
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Trance mediumship is the oldest form of spirit communication. A Spirit Being is blending and communicating through the mind of a medium, it is not physically. The most wellknown communication are spoken or written trance, also known as automatic writing, but trancehealing, trance art, trancemusic are also part of trance. Trancemediumship requires that the medium is entering an altered state of consciousness allowing the Spirit Being to blend with the energy, mind and body of the medium. As a medium you surrender your consciousness to Spirit and keep your mind out of the process. Your ego is dissolving and then Spirit are blending with you and with your permission taking over the control of your mind and body, so they can communicate through you. It feels like being in a state of no thoughts, a deep meditation, although you are not meditating, you are there, but in a very relaxed state, and the deeper you surrender in the merging, the more relaxed and “gone” you are.
Some altered states are light, where the medium are able to hear and watch from another place, other altered states are very deep, where the medium cannot recall or remember anything from the trancemediumship. This has also to do with how experienced you are. You don’t fall asleep as a medium and no spirit can take over the mind of the medium, the medium is agreeing with everything, so the medium is offering themselves to Spirit and allowing Spirit to communicate through them. The more altered state and experienced you are as a trancemedium the more advanced it will be. The mediums mind is on hold, while Spirit is delivering fluent, logical, intelligent information, but also very uplifting and enlightening information, or healing or whatever the trance is about. So trance is the altered states of consciousness wherein different kinds of modalities can take place with the help of Spirit.
A thing I have been wondering myself is that, there is trancemediumship and channelling, and the difference is that channelling is a lighter version of spirit blending with the mediums mind. In channelling the spirit is only blending with the outer layers of the aura of the medium.
With the knowledge I have now, going through all my mediumship training the last 5 years I do see a pattern in my development, that the mediumship and my path of going within has helped me immensely in my trancemediumship development. If you have experience with meditation you can focus more on the trancemediumship instead of dealing with both of them at the same time. My ability to surrender and go deep quite fast has definitely to do with my on-off meditation practice in my life. Several of my mediumship teachers have asked me to consider trancemediumship because I so easily can go deep. So let’s see how the quality and depths of my trancemediumship will be. I would love to use it in my energy healing sessions.
Ps. I started meditating when I was 17 years old (probably even before in a different way), I have started and stopped many times, and had long periods where I was meditating every day for hours and hours, and long periods where I didnt meditate at all. I am meditating for the moment, my soul have…
When you are not you, for a period of time you keep peace in your life, but you know that truth will show it self over time, you know that change is inevitable it’s only a matter of time… Read or re-read my former post on my blog, how you allow yourself being more you :…
Being in a process of transformation is part of life, some take more of them than others. During the process we face compromises, dilemmas and will be asked to juggle many tasks. During ones life journey with all the choices, basis of life and etc., you can loose clarity. Help yourself going inwards, connect deeper…
getting lost in life is part of the process of awakening, when you are lost you feel all kinds of feelings and can ask a lot of yourself, to get on track again, that you are wasting your time, have to be more intelligent, asking yourself to find your new path right away, When we…
In the space of Being you are simply with yourself, it is so simple that we forget it, just pure being. You can access it through meditation, which can help us to realize and connect with our beingness. But keep it simple, you can also access it without meditation. Skip all the thoughts about doing this and that to access the being. Beingness just is, easy, simple and within you. Everything we can think it’s NOT, like thinking, doing, striving, expecting, achieving or forcing.
Some use their breath as focuspoint, inhale, exhale, but I will still say keep it simple, the breathing can become a project and unnatural. Some use keep their eyes closed to shut down the outside world, which for many is useful when you want to meditate or focus on something specific. I still like to encourage you to simplicity, Being is your conscious awareness in this moment. Our life is this moment, right now I am.
If you look at people in their otium, being retired many of them has slowed down, the concentration and focus of creating, becoming, achieving, keeping together all the -ings create space for being yourself. If I look at my 85 year old father, most of the time he is sitting and looking, having lots of naps, being quiet, he is Being. It is more obvious for retired people, and for some easier. But you can access it your whole life, no matter the circumstances.
Being occur in this moment, being fully present, let life flow through you, just for now sit with yourself, sink in to stillness, be with the one behind everything, “I am the awareness”, “I am the state of grace”, you cannot leave this state, your beliefs and thoughts can blind you from perceiving your own uniqueness, but it cannot leave you.
We are so used to engage in our thoughts, beliefs, the life we see on the outside that we sometimes forget to go within. Examine your conscious mind and its content. We are trained in to a rationel viewing on life that we forget our connection with our soul and spiritual power. Relax and tell yourself another part of you do know. Feelings and experiences, like loneliness and despair, help yourself shifting from suffering to letting them serve you as bridges to illuminating who you really are, a spiritual being. The outer world and our emotional and mental instability are there to show us, to go beyond and walk away from it. We are humans AND divine, the human part helps us to rediscover our divinity.
Live in the present moment, choose to trust and accept yourself and believe that life always work it out in a good way.
Being authentic There is no image to maintain, no masks, no rules or trying to fit in to a group or role. People will like you and dislike you, but you will not worry about their opinion and how they look at you. You have learned not to look for approval from others, fitting in,…
…niverse Every thought you feel, every emotion you feel sends ripples out through the shared field. Yet another reason for going within and looking at your patterns, becoming more aware of what is running in your mind, becoming more conscious, releasing what is not needed anymore… When you sit alone in a quiet room you…
Cards offer messages, you can use from time to time to guide yourself. These are my card decks, which I use now and then, some more than others. I love how a card offer pointers and create new perspectives on a topic. Last time I met with my meditation group we picked cards, when my…
you can give yourself, is to be your authentic self and prioritizing your highest joy of what you really love in life, even when it makes no sense and make other people uncomfortable. I know the choice can be connected with fear and a feeling of being unsure of the path, but sometimes it can be good to be scared of things, it means you are doing something really important and big in your life.
We can be so habitual conditioned in pleasing other people or showing a facade that things are fine in our lives, but inside we feel miserable or are longing for something different. Taking steps towards what we long for is a process, seldom decided overnight. When the Soul is calling us, much is going on the inside and outside, before you settle in to your new chosen reality.
Saying ; “Okay I do it” I want to be connected deeply with that part of myself, where I shine my light, my heart and soul, is a work in progress confronting and letting go of fear, ego stubbornness, rigidity, resistance and also dealing with reactions from your surrounding.
When I felt the inner nudge of walking the path of my authentic self, meaning taking a big leap of faith, leaving my professional path as an self employed interior designer for the corporate world with high-end clients and projects wasn’t easy at all. For years I felt a lot of discomfort about leaving my safe identity, dailylife and in the end selling our house to provide some financial support to our new life, leaving my succes and wellknown life. I felt and can still feel discomfort being on my Souls path, you cannot prepare for the unfoldment, but do I feel aligned and on my Souls path, yes.
Instead of crumbling in to fear position or believing in your fearful thoughts, which is quite natural, remind yourself to breathe through all the many changes and surrender more, especially in your mind. Dealing with other peoples response both the good and the bad is a reflection of our life and thoughts. We can’t take responsibility for other peoples emotional and mental purging towards who we are and what we do. Especially not from those we love and trust. When our close relationships express discomfort about our chosen path or simply just ignore it, start to prioritize what excites you a lot more. Do what feels good and keep doing it. It’s like turning up the volume of your favourite channel and acting on your passion and excitement, no matter how other people react on you with their discomfort.
I have experienced a lot of outspoken vomiting about my choices being on a spiritual path and I kept walking. I have felt very close people ignoring that part of me and they still do. It hasn’t been easy, but it has helped me accepting my truth and light much deeper. Help yourself letting your mind know that it is okay other people don’t understand you and your path, and that it can be difficult for them to ask you questions. If they don’t understand it or it doesn’t interest them. Perhaps someday they will be curious and ask questions, perhaps not, keep moving forward and do what you love.
Not having their support and understanding is helping you to get more clear about how you bond and spend time together. With time they will understand, get inspired or feel your authenticity which allows them to be and do the same.
Me, Aviaja
It demands a lot of trust in yourself and the unknown, struggling with trust is part of the path. Remember to take loving care of yourself both on the inside and the outside. Give yourself love and have healthy and clear boundaries. A lot of times speaking and living your truth is a diverse process, with obstacles and will power and at the same time figuring out a new balance in your life. Express yourself from your heart and trust the process. There will be people entering your life who will support and understand you. We grow when we overcome obstacles. Allow your heart and feel the harmony.
What is happening with your energy at the moment? Tuning into your own energy can deeply support the choices you make in everyday life. Becoming curious about your inner state can guide you when you feel tired, overstimulated, disconnected, or unable to think clearly. Instead of doing the opposite of what you truly need, begin…
Mine is when Im traveling, writing on my blog, being creative with my hands or doing art, quiet mornings, sensing myself and spirit, being in nature and in Greenland, wild nature sceneries, running, cooking, having friends and family over for dinner, visiting open air museums like Fredriksdal in Sweden, flower arrangements, swimming, helping people getting…
We can be very focused about how we are doing by looking at other people and what is going on, in our outside life. I do it myself and have to remind myself that comparing doesn’t help me, it rather take something from me, my me-ness, my authenticity, my truth…sometimes we think that those on…
When our inner voice and soul are calling us, it is not loud and talkative, not demanding and critical, not fearful and a lot of pressure, no hustle, force, old habits and blocks, instead you will recognize it from glimpses of new possibilities, safe space, you feel heard and validated from within, true joy and playfulness, it makes you feel alive and YOU….Experiencing your inner connection with your Soul is your awakening, which not happens once, it happens over and over, you plug in to your own inner reality and from that you broaden your perception of awareness and consciousness. In one moment you feel ready and notice and connect with your heart and soul, instead of discarding it or think it is pure imagination. In the beginning it feels like you are between realities, your day to day reality and a reality of much more expanded consciousness.
When you are expanding it can feel like heightened intuition, you sense or see other peoples energy, you can notice synchronicity, your heart is opening up, which in my case have felt like my heart suddenly felt like immense warm energy, pure bliss out of the blue and a feeling of being really touched. When you are awakening you feel you are shifting between living from your mind and head in to more being, trusting your heart and intuition and being one with the present moment….it feels like harmony…
I will shortly host a spiritual workshop called “Reconnecting with your Soul“, where we once a week over a five week period will expand ourselves beyond the day to day mind, in to our hearts, connect with the divine and our inner wisdom. The workshop will contain meditation, reflecting questions, healing, psychic session, inspirational messages from spirit guides, ceremony and spiritual practices.
I look forward to this opportunity of a heart-opening and heart to heart connection. Much love. Aviaja
Being independent is one of the most empowering paths we can take, but also a tough one, me being an independent woman, is a path with ups and downs, lots of emotions, thoughts, dealing with all kinds of circumstances, like your own belief system, courage, self motivation and willpower, and more areas to deal with.…
Align yourself by embracing enjoying, resting, reflecting, being inspired, perhaps being social, seeking silence, going within, spending time outside, dreaming, recovering from very busy periods, offering tenderness and caress for yourself and your family, in general listening to your intuition. I believe its a healthy path to connect with your soul and offer yourself a…
Savoring the present moment and enjoying warm weather with my youngest daughter and her lovely work as a daschdogs walker, I love my new soft life and aligning with my soul. Sometimes being busy and creative is part of the proces, but for the moment its about embracing rest, recovering and reflecting is part of…
There is so much that goes into being a Healer, Medium and Psychic and it is so important how we take care of our spiritual gifts, honor them, nurture them, develop and sometimes transform ourselves and our practices so we can be at better services for those who seek us.
All three is about personal development, healing, clarity, connecting with your soul and other souls and holding space for people in the present moment. To be able to offer a mindful, loving space and keeping an open energy, we as helpers need to work on our inner connection, our connection with the Spirit world, God Source, The Universe, what you may call it.
There are many avenues how to strengthen and improve our connections. I will highlight some of them I use in my inner and outer work ; Meditation, prayer, connecting with nature and animals, sitting in The Power, asking Spirit for help, regular circle work, talk with and practice on a regular basis with other mediums and healers, retreats with different spiritual origins, like meditation, shamanism, Ayahuasca, yoga, silence, personal development. But also daily looking at fear, confronting thoughts and mind, asking the difficult questions, working on being vulnerable and strong. Letting ourselves awaken spiritually and become enlighten day by day. It is definitely a process of unlearning, unbecoming who you are not, letting go of ego and thought patterns. It is also working with the psychical body, diets, selfcare. There is so many paths, seeing, surrendering, letting go.
The paths are inviting us in to a more authentic connection with our Soul, discovering our Soul and Heart, being who we are and become more present. It’s all about love, awareness and the present moment.
letting go of being half in yourself – trust your insights We don’t have to understand it – it is okay just to be in what is opening up now How do we know we are on our right path? money, likes and other peoples response will not be our sign, but instead our inner…
For the last 34 years I have had a little ritual I have offered myself every day in the evening. When I go to bed I place my hands on my heart and become present, then I say a little prayer I created when I was very young : I am one with universal love,…
In life we perhaps hear or have a feeling of being too much, or not where we are supposed to be, perhaps we feel invisible. Remember you are you, that makes you so special, so expand that light in all situations and relationships Comparing yourself with other people is a way of dimming your own…
Going within and dealing with your inner stuff is a mixture of joy, fear, avoidance, understanding, forgiveness, compassion and a whole lot to do with thoughts and energy. My work is to help you with your attention and staying with yourself going within, seeing yourself behind all that you are not, breathing, and more breathing, helping you to calm your body and mind, dwelling in the present moment, regaining faith, diligence, mindfulness, concentration and insights. A lot of surrender and letting go. Im not healing you, Im holding space for you to awaken your own healer within, so you may heal yourself and reconnect deeply with your Soul.
✨I love my life, full of gratitude, I have hosted some lovely online group events and more to come over the next period. I feel my longings are being fulfilled, that the work is meaningful and sacred, filled with messages from Spirit. It is a privilege to be part of it and to meet my lovely global community 🙏🏻🪶
You can still participate in the rest of the events, you find them here Events or through my bookingpage , I will look forward to meet you.
sometimes we need to look at our transformation as our ego becoming softer and the soul becoming stronger, you can help yourself by : turning down the pressure, you’re not in a push fase but in an integrationfase create gentle, very important, create when it feels right write down your insights look after your energy,…
INUA 